Lucky
GuiltyMy jobs are such that I wake up REALLY early but I get off early too and have pretty much all day to just do whatever I want when all the stores and stuff are open. I get paid every Friday, and every two weeks I get a double paycheck.
I live with my mother, who makes a lot of money, and I don’t pay rent. I buy my own food, mostly because I can and want too, but also because my mother and I have not been REAL grocery shopping in about a year. But, there is always something to eat at my house.
I am lucky. I know this, but sometimes being lucky is also really being lonely. My friends have to travel for hours to get to their jobs. They have to work a lot to afford rent. They work all day, and don’t have much time to themselves. Or much time for me either.
Because I’m always the one with the time and the money and the car, I find myself spending too much of my time being a taxi. Because all of my friends work all day, I spend a lot of time with them at night when I should be sleeping, because I work every day of the week at 4:30 am.
It makes me resentful.
Why can’t someone come to me once? Why do I always have to go get them? Why do I always have to pay? Why can’t I ever get any sleep? Why do I always have to drive everyone home?
And then, I find myself wondering if being ‘lucky’ is really a good thing at all.
Devious Comments
I'm sorry, I wrote it and I didn't find it very helpful.
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And so the one-sided obsessive stalker lion fell in love with the equally one-sided and poorly developed lamb.
That sounds about right.
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I am a judge for ~Losing--time
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"That day, all female officers would be required to wear, Tiny mini skirts!!!!!"
I believe in Jesus Christ, my Savior.
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"These hands of ours are BURNING RED! Their loud cry tells us..."
"To grasp happiness!"
"ERUPTING GOD FINGER!!! SEKI..."
"HA!"
"LOVE LOVE TENKYOKEN!!!"
-Domon Kasshu and Rain Mikamura, G-Gundam
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Damn. I learned to do this so I could make my own clothes for fun: It’s kinda scary what hobbies become useful when the world blows up. o.o
Whoever said money can't buy happiness forgot about puppies.
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"That day, all female officers would be required to wear, Tiny mini skirts!!!!!"
I believe in Jesus Christ, my Savior.
Easy Money [link]
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dance as if no one were watching,
sing as if no one were listening,
and live each day as if it were your last.
~Irish proverb
always remember when travling the universe, don't panic, and the answer is always 42
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Damn. I learned to do this so I could make my own clothes for fun: It’s kinda scary what hobbies become useful when the world blows up. o.o
Whoever said money can't buy happiness forgot about puppies.
--
dance as if no one were watching,
sing as if no one were listening,
and live each day as if it were your last.
~Irish proverb
always remember when travling the universe, don't panic, and the answer is always 42
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